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Angel of the moon -----------------------------(1994) Lawrence A. McFadden
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"poet of the moon seeks lady of crystal light whose wings beat in my heart with flights of earthly delight deep into the night" _________________________________
i did not want to be alone my words bled in the silence in my head screamed i was yelping in hell her eyes looked at mine for the first time and spoke what a beautiful person you must be blessed but you probably just don't know it yet and my burning hell spell broke with the words only an angel could have spoke and whose love now dwells deep inside my private hell i want to kiss the lips that spoke the words that now makes my heart swell _________________________________
i have done nothing but think of you for days the thoughts are too real i feel too real a feeling we are healing our lives with the same possibility of long ago that yes one day this will of our will will one day happen to my life i can finally let go of the sorrow of not knowing the angel in a woman's heart most are dark but the light chooses only a few and your halo shiunes brightly the moon of my soul i awoke this morning with the feeling of having been told given a knowledge or probably i just realized that we will make love many times today in the warmth of the night or when in the warmth of our souls during the snows or maybe not for many years from the fear that when we make love we will love one another forever _________________________________
l am a child of moons rises in my eyes glistening with sparkles of twilights glow i dance the prance of a golden bear with a halo of those who chase away the shadows of faithless souls to trace the path of stardust twinkling in your lusty eyes as to what we can find with moonglow in our souls and our bodies like our lives entwined in flight angel of crystal light through the dreams we once slumbered through the loves we once blundered to the midnlght sky that parts with wonder the distance of a kiss we slip through time hearts in rhyme hot breaths rolling thunder wet tongues strike our cries sing across the velvet night as in hard embrace we fall racing ralndrops from cloudless skies with the flame that only ecstasy can seek to release the beast i awake to a burning light rambllng on all fours to the woods of my soul to wait for the next moon rise and the fate of the next nights embrace with my love my lady an angel of crystal light _________________________________
when i awoke from the songs of the night my love was shining brighter than the hot morning sun i remember my prayer in verse returning thanks to the universe as the sacred smoke rose all the heavens now know and i can't stop smiling and dancing in my heart twirling in my thoughts and hugging every tree i see so as soon as i'm through with the mundane day i'll fly the moon to the twinkling lights to search the heavens for you tonight to give to you the gift you have given me three words that polished my soul as if i were gold _________________________________
i waited a lifetime to show the roots of my soul now there are no leaves only barren trees i waited all winter to show where the snow goes now there is not a trace i waited all night to show the home of the full moon now there is only a hole in the shadows i waited all of a moment after you were gone to realize the true emptiness was in my arms _________________________________
broken i opened my heart and lowered my shield to the eyes of the healer i can feel again i am real again i am healed again and again and again what does the most harm is why am i alone again in love again to want again i knew better now i do not want to be alone in my prayers i sit with a flame inside and think of you and from my unfolded hands there flew two white doves and there rose above a red moon of love _________________________________
i find my self wandering on your shore in the calm stillness' before the silky mists blend the shadows into the shimmering light of the moon i spoke what is an empty eternity to me in communion with what is a destiny could be and my life rose like a balloon to the night sky to be gently tugged by the string tied to my heart in part for the feelings i have for you in part for the start of my life shared with you i am as calm as the ponds in the depths of your eyes as i listen to the tide splash gently the slumbering shore of your eternal bliss _________________________________
temple of the clouds i am hand in hand in prayer an offering of tobacco and the smoke brings the songs of the night birds singing a lullaby to quiet the cries of lovers you and i in the moonbeam dream of our lives we wait till the time time makes a vision of fate appear clear and we embrace naked with the faith of soul mates _________________________________
i hold the moon in my hand and paint the many faces the clouds trace across the night sky with all my strength i cannot take my love i ache for the gift of your touch in the hope of your eyes i find all i need when the night wings bring the soft caress of a breeze across my chest i dream you are next to me sharing the same breath _________________________________
i was just sitting on the moon waiting for you watching the world spin my emotions into a cob web ebb draped from star to star on gossamer threads your wings spread untangling i watched you fly to my side and whispering in my ear you blessed my many years with you near my life is completely clear _________________________________
i did not math the path to bring a rock from the moon here you are a gift to the earth guardians since birth to die many times diamond is to reason a worth strong wings can bring staff and serpents to heal souls of moonstone men with the angel within i lite my bowl of crushed souls to yield as a warrior i stand bold shoulder to shoulder with any brother red white black yellow gathered together a calling song from our earth mother weapons of silence shields of mirror my brothers of the rumbling thunder altar of the clouds gentle i am man in cherished desire i am soothed by a further command to take you my angel by the hand to share in the wisdom come _________________________________
i give my love the many moons above for in a world of push and shove i can only hold her in the hands of my heart to nurture till she's sure and once more we are apart like the clouds that cross night skies the sails of my soul follow her wings on the wind and soon we will need to rest and i would feel blessed to share a nest on a jeweled moon and embrace while the world below aches _________________________________
the color of the moon tonight is nude through the eyes of you are witness to the river of love that glistens the soul and sparkles your eyes like a fountain i drink the stars from the sky till only your eyes remain sane while i go crazy from the downy way you pull me down on top of you the earth in the temple of our rebirth _________________________________
the flame inside has melted me like the moon waxes in nights ' of shining tides sleeping by your side i thought you'd never let go as our rhythm gently pulsed the trees kneeled close to see the way our song was filling the air all night long and just about then you stopped trembling and said you loved me again as the gray early morning rain began falling asleep we laughed and the trees were grinning knowing our dreams were filling with our songs of the night _________________________________
orange moon rising in a black velvet night i see the shadow in the darkness of your eyes window of the soul i know the charm and harm to those who dream and who dares to love i do in pools of moonlight i wait till you can straighten your halo and slip your hand in mine until the end of time _________________________________
the pumpkin moon fell into the diamond pond i held in my arms wings of satin wands and eyes that make vagabonds long for home when you cry out for more i was sure intense and shuddered in silence as a breeze wrapped around us in the still night air a sacred moment in our solitaire yet you grew scared and weren't aware the earth the moon and all i do is for you _________________________________
i seek from the mountains of the rising moon a peek into the stream like view of your dreams i kneel by your dark side in prayer with the watchful eyes of your guardian lives and soon the storybook view of the fantasy of love you wish to come true appears and i am a man in the moon you won't need until you learn to love reality i can be anything you want me to be _________________________________
i dream in the brightness of the moon at the edge of the woods in the shadows of my soul voices keep telling me of your flights of fancy and all i can do is search what night is day and what day is night asleep my half-opened eyes shine rays of light in streams of diamonds that roll down my cheeks with the thunder of my life in the flash of light of another naked night alone _________________________________
empty sky there is no moon stars in union with the gloom do not twinkle but the black night winks from the candlelight glow of an angel's halo in search of others souls to love to save to hold told the moon is made of gold who hears moons cry the lunatic life from the other side of the world a teardrop calls here is the moon the most foolish lover of all _________________________________
i knew without a touch you were as distant from me as the paper moon kissing the blaze of the noon day sun and I welcome such a fate in place of the ache your absence makes me walk forth with your light years ahead in the mercy and grace of our earth mother to search again for another love from heavens above _________________________________
i folded the golden moon up and in my pocket with all the miracles of today to save these gifts i give them away like the others the hurt in my heart makes me stop this is not love a flutter of wings and i open my heart for you to be free as your sight melts into the night and the light of your soul but a star my heart is the broken spell of a shattered hell i had fallen in love in an instant again only to begin my life alone diamond
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