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One of her Children -----------------------------(2004) Lawrence A. McFadden
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"Love is the greatest power"
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her love is my burden as light as a feather together she bends and mends me i keep her in my heart and she keeps me in wonder i feel her hands heal like a prayer like a faith like a fate she is the rays of my ways i sing these songs of her to you hopefully so you can feel her too
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i am like a tree trying to command the wind with roots searching searching for the she my shadow my shade ash and dust i dream of her grown next to me i dream of her sunkissed in moonbliss i face the fact i am alone who am i without you i am still in your thoughts and the wind calms you guide me through my fatal flaws my hell searching searching for she i feed on what i'm fed and what i feed grace my embrace i too want to walk through the eyes of sacred love and touch through the emptiness of time and space and the wind in kind carries this song like a seed
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would you believe there wasn't a better day than today i arise from the womb of winter from the wound of loneliness from my ash of time to the cross eyed sky i have survived confusion chaos and desire now you can see what the warm winds melt in me a ease a day deep in ecstasy deep in dream deeper than memory a serenity a timeless kindness hums in me as ancient as the glory of today who needs to sing in praise of the journey who needs words for this mystery who needs to wonder why? i do i am a who
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i run to the sun with all my might on this moonlit path my hands filled with hope cupped with her thoughts on sips of her love and heartfelt desires the beauty and wonder of this wonderfull world i stop in awe caught on the thought i need not run need not walk taught my words are no longer my feet i must speak with all my heart
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i was touched tonight i felt the sky shine a moon full of shimmers the moon a monument to this moment each star streams with rays i feel with words like sticks and stones in the warmth of the fire just right just a little just might the spirit in the embers moonlight where night is a mirror a wall a window a view beaming dreaming with infinity with divinity with twilight tonight i see you i feel you i love you anew
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i sense beyond the senses i look with touch i hear with my tongue i lick my thoughts i feel all around me inside is a frayed knot of babylon and i struggle to unravel each thread each dread every shred of my life and i have found feathers embedded in the sky diamonds in my mine of my mind peace within my belly of the beast how where what when who i feel you as i ask myself why you are my wonderfull wonder you guide me as i walk the path of a thought i am often like a rock tossed in your waters effortlessly you smooth me in the wake of my dreams on my journey through the mystery through the darkness you have guided me with the light of the soul bolder and bolder till i am a grain of sand resting on your sacred shores from the ripples in time
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the wonderfull will of the spirit deep and dependable the moonlit wish the sacred twist the shape thought takes being one of many like a flock finding courage is within fear finding hope is within tears finding peace is within reach being one of many wanderers within the wands of wonder
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flesh and spirit become one like forefinger and thumb i see i see the walk of the talking knee i'll bow for every reach a tonguefull of vowels constantly a mouthfull of earth a handfull of fire my mind like a breeze at times chaos at times free the rage and tranquility of the sea within me selflessly versed my being a spirit of the earth
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i see you with my love in my heart in my head in my life to make a mistake i hush and trust the crystal of her light the minstrel of life to lose and not be lost to carry the strength the might the vision of her love in the wake of my mistake in sight in the unity of black and white
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wingspread wild goose chase the flutter i feel when i release and fly or flop through the groove through the sky i arise each day and walk through my darkness into the light of the night a new path with each step a new past with each breath a wonder with every beat of my heart a hum a drum a new song to be sung in the aftermath of today in the afterglow of tonight i alight
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my journey the medicine of my path following feathers of light like the wings of geese in flight i ease others on their quests through life friendship a mate of spirit and faiths together within the v of the thoughtfull dove of love there is great beauty in what we do with heart and mind as one
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awakening i brush the feathers from my beard and there is an owl in my coffee cup seems like last night was the rest of my life seems like today is all of my tomorrows seems like tonight i lived all day in dreamlight
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there is nothing above me there is nothing below me no beginning no end your song may be sung forever i sing the light of the soul timelessly eternally sacredly returning time and time again like the wind on a hard winters night like the moon upon the tides these words are the leaves of the trees the rain to thirsty streams the sun upon the dew the voice of solitude the warmth of the fire when love touches you to sing the songs of the soul anew
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hazard a guess i close my eyes and wonder why i search my soul i speak no words and wonder can you hear me i open my heart and wonder can you feel me i see you in me i see me in you like the mirror in the sky crazy clouds and starry nights in the thunder of our lives i wish you bliss i wish you the gift of kindness i wish for you your every wish i close my eyes and wish for you and hope you wonder why
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i clink with you with a feeling a energy a spirituality i am not told where i will flow but i have learned to let go those that try to put out the fire are the ones burned by the flames on this longest of holy nights may we step into the blaze of eternity and dance through our dream to an endless drum the beat of every heart in the rhythm between fire and ice in every shadow and ray of light drink with me and we will sing in ecstasy of the goddess within us from the dawn of all mankind let us work together to heal ourselves and our sacred mother earth
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carry the strength of the spirit one with the spirit in timelessness since day one earth has a song all have sung the communion of all tongues in the village all are heard all are blessed none the less none the wiser each a gift of the earth open the wind and pour the rivers of your soul
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the eye of the i i am given the tasks of words and eye reply in kindness with the earth moon and sky show me who i am when i open myself up to you the medicine of who we are eye am who you are do you not see with the i too share with me the wonder the joy the beauty of who we are i live my eye in a poets dream
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unlocked clock lovelight upon a time once again today insight the medicine of the bow an arrow through this world of words the question of the call of the spirit the question of purpose the question of desire hopefully helpfull and helpfully hopefull in the timeless occurrences of this current time
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my eyes cloud with rain and i drink like a drowning man with fear in the wake of my life i listen to the mirror of the sky the voice in your eyes the secret of your touch inside the wrinkle in time i hated life so much i knew i would live a long long time and i have died again and again in the birth of many lives inside this time this way today
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within we have a shield the mirror of your love i feel healed for the time being forever for now i feel the earth i feel the moon i feel the truth as deep as roots for the first time i felt myself and cried in ecstasy
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braided flames embers of the elders the lesson of my deepest desire i strive for the peace and love of open hearts the many voices sing the glory the beauty of the spirit the songs of our mother earth in needs in deeds in seeds for her to heal feel her prayer
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nipple of the crippled i come to her in silent shoes as soft as a whispered thought nurse me i grieve my pain is all i see the wound of the shaman who do the lame blame i work to forgive what is taken to find strength and thanks in sacrifice to earn the walk of life with dignity i offer my bowl of peacefull souls for your flames of blame
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listen to me explain my pain i ask of god and god asks of me to surrender and remember to be thankfull for the sacrifice thankfull for what i don't have thankfull for what i don't want that love without personal wants or gains is pure and true how many times do i need to be reminded of every blessing every dream every gift i 've been given to see to believe to let go of control
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my thoughts twist my words in knots my eyes are fire with my wants i seek to free the spirit of the wind within to braid the flames again like the feathers and trees bend to blend the breeze i ask her please guide me with each breath with each step of desire
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when i am within the lodge of mother god i can see the universe above and all those around me become the ancient ones as far as time can see many hands reach for me like a tree as i leave and i hear feathers sing sing with light the songs in my palms i have raised in praise of our mother earth the call to give my all
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her hummingbird sips from my lips and her dove is the love of my heart my journey is the steepest when i am the weakest and my greatest reach is peace i have no strategy in all the ifs and shoulds coulds and woulds there is no math to my path only these words from where i've been
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Be carefull she says i'll trick you into believing in anything you believe in And truely i saw egad i believe in me Her eyes sparkled me too the spirit in me is everywhere and speaks through the heart let our light shine with our love
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she shows me its all god's garden my god i cry look at what is done in your name i rage why do i keenly feel the wound of the world i am only human she smiles and i see her hands release a dove in the direction of my life
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into the darkness in your eyes in your love i see endlessly again she whispers all you see in me you see in yourself wonderfully over there beyond yonder beyond wander look she giggles write to me without words and tips her finger on my nose i laugh in perfect english
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i carry my daughter without waking her into her dreams i rest assured her coax is my cloak worn on our path you can see her smile in my eyes i wear her charm proudly softly kindly for my mother earth with her in verse
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she understands the beat of my heart she knows my every footprint i ask of her please though i may not know may i see though i may not see may i know i sense your strength i sense the wind i sense the trees i sense the truth i sense see through your love a kindness a clarity simple and free clear through you clear through me the light the spirit the mystery
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when a flower blooms the whole world is more beautiful i blind myself to the past and the future and pause in your embrace i wonder where this path goes today hopefully where my daughter plays with words full of giggles and i am again her age i don't know how real i really am in la la land
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in the space of a thought within the embers of the elders from the blaze of the moon to the molten core of her world her love her gift giving this day in love in thanks in praise of the spirit in a space of my ash of time a kindness a hope a blessing mother mary pray for me my task was to find her and sister jesus brought me to you for your wisdom for your purpose for my faith
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the bow of moonlit winters night the sight of the snow aglow again in my soul words like snowflakes her voice tastes so sweet love is the greatest power my child my wise eyes cry broken arrows as crisp as crystal light like the halo of the moon on a moonlit winters night
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sister jesus hear my heart the day after tomorrow so that i may love forever mother god hear my heart the day after tomorrow so that we may live together
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in awe i saw all of my love today and felt her hug everywhere like a parade of trees the tree that says stay with me the tree that says come with me the tree that says root for me i say will the river ever stop will the wind never blow sometimes i see clear through me this the sum of all worth peace on earth
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let the world embrace you let your cry be heard fall like the rain into the glorious streams of every dream within you reach inside for the light to awaken you for the peace that awaits you for the love that becomes you
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