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The songs I sing -----------------------------(2001) Lawrence A. McFadden
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dedicated to the goddess of ayahuasca vine of the soul the dream
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Since i've known you each day is a million miles away and yesterday is a thousand years ago i think of you and flow in wonder of the wonder of the peace and love and all of the above i feel from you i drink from you and have no thirst i think of you and have no thoughts i feel you and i have everything sing to me for i will listen and sing your song softly soaring to the far beyond _________________________________
you give me all i need that's all i want i could have traveled the world over a thousand times and never found you and you came to me where i am many many times and now you will never leave where ever i am and i am pleased with the band of woman to man as goddess to who i am in the womb of you child again _________________________________
you gave me the eyes and the kiss of eternity like finding the heart in a hug the liberty that sets us free with a love so profound to feel the world go round and round to twirl and to dance on my tongue like the flame that springs from the sun _________________________________
you give me a sparkle i have never felt before now i see my goddess twinkle in the beauty of every woman the sister of sisters and i am truly and truthfully kindred spirit a brother warrior of the divine shown passage through space and time keeper of kindness soldier of moonlight to give solace to the shadows in our sojourn of the night _________________________________
i have the love of a woman few men can see like me i can feel and i can share open and honestly and those that i love i too give wings for there is no greater bliss than to know you are free for no greater reason than truthfully call me crazy if you want to and if you want to fly with me we will soar heavenly and if you want to love we will feel beautifully and if you want to embrace we will touch soulfully and truly you can not see till you are shown these are the ways we all were meant to be _________________________________
i am in everything around me i am not here i am surrounded when i am guided a ray invades the darkness inside my head glows like my love watching shimmering in my skull from above and i will turn you on to all in my heart and in my pocket keepsakes that must be given to keep that must be shared to reap tiny truths from which miracles can seep like tears of bliss once a wish now with sacred twist put into motion in the instant cast from our lips _________________________________
i speak to all inside my head with no words i am led to believe the intent is sent to all who listens will one day hear and there will be visions to all seekers who see i may not know but feel i may i may not think but see i might i may not have but want i don't i walk in the lane of the insane with the desire of the flames of a fire and the smoke of another stroke sparkling _________________________________
i breathe each breath in ecstasy my whole body vibrates with eternity i am totally alive totally insane totally free i want to whisper in your head come with me i will lead you through the maddness of being you and share my bliss all you wish _________________________________
you rejoice to me and sing my heart is bliss and my soul ecstasy i see through you forever and you kiss my tears deep inside love of the divine i taught myself to heal myself and i find i have been chosen to listen at your side and share your love in verse with others far and wide _________________________________
you point the view my thoughts pass through i journey with you to bless more souls than a few the intensity of thousands of years anew the universe in each cupped hand i fall in you what a beautiful view cleansing clear through _________________________________
i feel the flutter of your wings and i soar beyond before far beyond the shore the blessing once more into the divine light of the night with your sacred might i take flight far beyond this world beyond imagination beyond temptation to where the spirits dwell _________________________________
you cleanse my soul of sorrow and i swell with tens of thousands tomorrows filled with hope and praise today just one second of your ecstasy i feel each day gives worth to my twenty years of madness and sadness you give me your blessing and i tremble with joy once more and now i can care for the world _________________________________
there is a seriousness as deep as bliss a sacredness to the wish of kindness from every lips brothers and sisters hear this your kindness can heal be kind this is your share of the rebirth of the earth _________________________________
i no longer wander i soar i no longer roam i am home in the church of constant search i saw now i see i lived now i am alive and i know i will never die i crossed the other side of forever and i stand with banner high witness to the divine _________________________________
i bathe in the eternal flame the fountain of every tomorrow atop the mountain of today in the forest of our church the woods of my soul burning in my bowl i watch my thoughts dance on the curls of the smoke the words you spoke still sing in my heart your blaze makes the night day and takes from my life the crippling strife as spirit you are wife as goddess you are the blessing of the night _________________________________
in union with you in communion with you my prayers come true like a majic wand my anguish is gone and my spirit is born anew your divine light gives me clarity of sight and i feel your love pure and real i become one of your sons _________________________________
i welcome you you release me to the sky the breathe of twilight on a ray of starlight a tear of moonlight i fly throught the clouds of my mind into yesterday and tomorrow with the grace of madness and loves deepest sorrow the journey in me is the journey in you the truth of today is the dawn of tomorrow when life is a dream we overcome the sorrow _________________________________
my voice my spirit breaks the prose into the song of crystal clear sight like the black october night a ray of light an illumination the divinity the infinity of twilight the shine of the divine as distant as a star as bright as the sun inside my head i am quenched in clarity and i hear the distant drums bang the clang of the thunder sword of the spoken word the rumble of verse for the spirits of the earth _________________________________
crack the prose think how you think the blood of ink that brings the wink the twinkle of wonder the blundering beauty the slumbering ash just a hunch upon a dream the portal of the portabello into the basil and oregano the ladle of my mother she is teaching a choir of orphans to sing she wants to be heard bell ring bright clap of thunder drum might she calls to all _________________________________
i see a view clear through what appears to be reality insanity is just a shuffle of papers the gnostic of the diagnostic why cut down the tree to build a church why center the universe why cross the i to dot the t why not let me be me i see
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